| AAh its xanga. were did all my friends go?!?!? leave me some comments. if anyone out there still is on here.. hank and jared. and kristin. can yall believe its almost christmas?! |
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| so pretty much everything is fine now. i flipped out about nothin it was a friggin joke to see how i would react. they thought i knew it was a joke but i didnt. but they have still yet to explain the phone calls and going off with another girl and me not seeing him till the end of the game. but the whole sex thing. yeah deff just a joke. dang.... im such a blonde. how did i not know?!?! oh well. everything is fine now *knock on wood* he called last night and i hope he actually calls me back tonight. i dunno well see. |
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| wow ok well its been a while and a lot has happend. well ok not a lot but some things. well i became awesome friends with everyone at church and then when school started it just kinda went away, and since last week i have become even closer to them because they all go to cashion and thats where i have been spending my friday nights. well anyways my friend kaylan is dating a guy named Shyloh and well Shyloh has a friend named Josh and Kaylan and i have a friend named Kristin. well Kristin and Josh got together and now they are dating and then i was talkin to Shyloh and Josh's other friend named Michael and i was all excited about talkin to him becuase he seemed like a nice guy, and we "both" really liked each other (but it was actually me the whole time that liked him adn he just played along like he did and led me on and yeah.) and well what do you know?? it blew up in my face tonight. well i have known him for almost 2 weeks and everytime we would talk on the phone he would have to go and say he would call and then never call and then this happend like 50 million times so finally after a week and a half. wed night lol i didnt call him when he called me and then tonight i saw him at the game and he passed me like 6 times and not once did he say hi. or anything and he saw me because we made eye contact. anyways. so finally kristin told him i was there and looked at me and started talkin to me like i was 5 years old which set me off even more. and then to top everything off he left and went out with some other girl and didnt see him till after the game tried to hug me and i wouldnt look at him touch, him or talk to him. i was sooo mad. anyways... so pretty much yet again i havent done anything wrong and i got screwed over. im so sick of this whole guy drama stuff. and i know i probably sound really dramatic but i needed to get this out because it was bottled up inside. and yeah. so i just think that its crap how i never do anything wrong or say anything out of place or anything like that and i get the crappy end of the deal. and its times like these (not just because of a guy but because of the fact that i thought everything was going good and then it just went down hill) that i just wanna kinda curle up and just watch everything pass by me. this is gay and its late.. so im going to bed. tomorrow is the dierks bentley concert. so you never know maybe i will meet someone there. |
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| NEW SCHEDULE.....
VOTECH ALL MORNING..
then and hr long break then...
5TH HR- US HISTORY- GOWER
6TH- ENGLISH 3- RICHARDSON
7TH- GEOMETRY- HART...
and then thats it for the year..
ps. i got a job a PANERA BREAD.. I STARTED SUNDAY |
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| MY SCHEDULE.... 2006-2007
1ST HR- English 3- Richardson
2ND HR- Geometry- Rogers
3RD HR- U.S. History- Gower
and then i have like an hr and a half long break..
then..
4th-7th i have votech (Health Science Tech)
but i bet on anything that it changes because the school is dumb and usually does that. |
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